My entire fall has been working hard on my application, besides hard work. I have not comfortable sharing my plans with friends as I do not know what will happen. I'd rather wait and see. First week of Dec. one week worldwind trip was eye-opening. I came back with so many questions, figuring where I want to be. The most sacred question was "Am I good enough to be there?" When did I feel low on self-confidence? never, but at this moment, I definitely have my hesitation.
It is a holiday season. I did not feel like a holiday at all. My mind has been in full-speed focusing on my plan. A few notes I got from business week are about this coming week, most invites will send out. I admit that I am getting very anxious and nervous. I pray that God will give me the directions and let me realize my dream walking on the path he wants me to be.
Sometimes I felt that I had a long surgery to myself, mentally. All the essays' questions really make me think, analyze myself, my past, present and future.
waiting, only thing what I can do now is to patiently wait...
just finished the book -- My American Journey By Colin Powell, highly recommended!!
Now reading the book -- Charlie Wilson's War, my 2 cents,
"read the original book" is greater than "watch the movie
have not read/not completed reading the book" is greater than "just go to watch the movie" do you like my formula?
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